Saturday, June 12, 2010

Rollercoaster Life


I’ve been thinking a lot about life lately, the last entry in my blog is an ultimate example to the extent of my thoughts. So, what’s life?? I might sound a depressed asshole, but you will agree with me as you read through. Life's nothing but a shithole filled with hate; we must still dare to hope, filled with anger; we must still dare to comfort, filled with despair; we must still dare to dream and a world filled with distrust; we must still dare to believe but there has to be a limit to this “hope”. You never get what you want, rather you get everything that you want or desire but there’s a full stop to the thing you want the most. Why does it happen? Is it bad to desire? Is it bad to have the best thing in the world? Life’s very unfair most of the time; sometimes it’s good, sometimes full of shit, no matter how it is, you still have to face it. The most unreasonable thing about life is the way it ends and the way it starts.. I mean, life is harsh. It takes up a lot of your time. What do you get at the end of it? A Death! What's that, a gratuity? I believe the life cycle is all backwards rather it should be like; You should die initially, get it out of the way after that you live in an old age home. You get kicked out when you're too juvenile, you get a gold chain watch, buy a BMW, wear Gucci shoes, you go to work. You work forty years until you're young enough to enjoy your retirement. You do drugs, alcohol, you party and you get ready for high school. You go to grade school, you become a kid, you play, you have no responsibilities, you become a little baby, you go back into the womb and you spend your last nine months floating......and you finish off as an orgasm.” That’s the way you should die.